jUz reach home onli, cant wait to come online to c him... although we didnt chat or something but at least i noe he's there...
but kind of disappointed cos of his nick... he includes his baby in!!! my heart sank... haiz... i noe i shouldnt felt in this way cos im a nobody to him and i noe he got a gf, i should treat him as normal friend.
BUT i cant... really cant!!! been trying for year plus still cannot get through... mayb is he always by my side that y i cant get over him...
when im alone, i told to myself millions n millions of time that there will not be anything happened to us... NOTHING!!! in the past is like that, now wouldnt and not in the future too.....
i really feel sick and tired of this undecivise life... always get confuse here and there, always cant make up my mind on what should i do next.... really sick la!!
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